I recently came back from a vacation down south and in reflection my heart sings.... It sings for myself in a myriad of ways. It sings for honouring my feelings (because I know that is the part of me that reflects my alignment with the Big Me and the Little me in harmony - my Soul and ego). It also sings for the knowingness that I feel like I am growing and expanding my consciousness exponentially due to how I do not feel compelled to react to others perceptions of who they see me as (the role they' think' I 'should' play in their lives and for the wisdom I feel when I connect to my God given gifts of insight and intuition.
I stand in stillness and calmness most of the time when I am being tested. Recently I am experiencing many family drama's of shift and change. Our biggest opportunities (most people call them challenges, I like to view them as opportunities...to see beyond the words and rise above not being sucked into the dynamic of the other participants' attitude or anger - essentially their 'negative energy'). They say your greatest teachers are the people that are closest to you and boy I do I have some great teachers ( God bless them! I am grateful for the higher learning! ).
I was completely taken by surprise when I lightheartedly made a comment and it was taken in a way that I did not intend to deliver. I did not see that one coming and had no response to the chatter and babble what was being spewed at me....so even that was taken as I was 'pompous' and 'stuck up' and ungrateful.....I felt the energy and knew I had to leave with a smiles on my face. I smiled to maintain my pleasant mood and to allow my physical body to hold a good chemical balance (to not take it in any way).
So later that evening I reflected back and asked myself if there was a lesson in this and two things came to mind...one: could I have rephrased my comment to her in knowing how she always reacts in a negative way and takes things so personally, two: perhaps not have said anything at all even though in my opinion from where I sit my comment was very innocent and most people would be perfectly ok with my innocent comment in passing conversation?? (lesson in this...no matter what I said I believe she would find something to get upset at me about because she is in a dark place where she is a victim in life and if she was in a good place inside she would see and feel more clearly). I sent love and blessings....
The next day was even more of a left hook surprise....The anger I felt was so volatile and I was called many angry names - I could tell this was festering and was well thought out. I feel the distance in vibration is causing us to not connect for a while. I have forgiven her in knowing she does not see things clearly and I will leave it at that. What was exchanged could easily be a situation where two ladies would not speak for a long while or not associate ever again. I trust this has unfolded for a reason and my hope is that she seeks more love for herself and feels better soon. I asked myself to know and learn from this, where I am able to diffuse a volatile situation - may I be given the wisdom to help and prevent a cause so there won't be a next time.
I read and understand that when you take responsibility in your own contentedness and happiness that is what is most important and you will not attract that type of interaction again and also that reflecting back takes you out of the NOW and gives your personal power away when you think of the past to much - especially a disturbing occurrence. Be centered in the NOW...so I have chosen to not bring this up again. In loving gratitude for my learning in this experience. Namaste...
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